Timeless Moment
And the infinite moment, present moment comes to focus. The interest lies in the present moment, not in the stories created in the mind. It is sort of the difference between being fully present with the word, on the page in a book, in a series of books, in a library and being present with that single word fully, as opposed to thinking about the whole story and what just happened and what’s going to happen and how does that relate to chapter three and book four. And the mind can be terrified of thinking of letting go of the sentence or the chapter, but when it lets go focus comes to the moment, and of the exquisiteness of the word, the shape, the sound, the texture, the resonance, the truth, the expression, the love, and low and behold another word appears, another word appears, another moment, infinite moment, timeless.
Fearless
Fearless Non-Existent Gloriousness SB
You are infinite Non-existence, manifesting gloriously. So enjoy yourself, and open to that which you are, and are not.
And be the dancing of Existence, arising out of Nothing, fearless. For you are both Infinite, and do not exist, and are magical exquisite Existence, all Existence, and a precious, sweet, perceived sense of Self.
So enjoy who you are, what you are, what you are not. And there is freedom to live fearlessly, knowing you are everything and infinite, and safe, and whole, and Love. All Existence is Love, loved and loving itself into Being – as this freedom, you are boundless, infinite Love.
Namaste.
Molecular structure of identity
Molecular Structure of Identity SB
Excerpt from Illusions of Identity CD
So if you imagine a molecule of water understanding itself as an individual molecule, it knows how to bind and unbind. It knows itself, how to grasp, how to hold, how to not hold. It knows itself as its own Existence. Its molecule doesn’t break apart into the ethers, it knows itself as a molecule of water.
And then, God comes along and whispers to the molecule and says, “Psst, hey, you’re water.” And then that molecule suddenly recognizes it’s the Ocean. It still maintains its individual molecular structure.
Your individual sense of I still maintains its energetic structure. When one wakes up, there’s not confusion. Your belief in the individual I, the truth of it still exists, your experience can change. So what I’m wanting to support is the evolution of your experience of yourself.
Illusion Confusion
Excerpt from cd and embodiment class 10/11
For the illusory self in the Illusion, meeting up with another can be confusing, because one is dealing with these made-up individual expressions, all the way through dimensional reality, when ultimately we’re one Consciousness. And confusion can arise in many dimensions, and yet…. Confusion arises because we’re One posing as individuals. And yet this whole exquisite phenomenal experience of life only exists because there is Other, only exists because as One we have created the sense of individual to experience ourselves that way. Oneness posing as individuals, getting confused by meeting itself as another individual – it makes sense it can get confusing.
Multidimensional Awareness
And it’s about the sense of I, I Am, that can experience itself as pure, the pure I Am of Existence, before any differentiation has occurred. And this can be experienced through dimensional expression.
I am Spirit, I am Soul, I am mind, I am emotion, I am flesh, I am minerals, I am molecules, I am atoms. Each of these maintain their own identity. The emotional body doesn’t get confused that it’s the mental body. And yet they are all one.
So what I’m wanting to teach you, to offer, is navigational skills of awareness through the dimensional layers of your I, of your I Am, with the ultimate invitation to open to the Infinite I Am, and then open to the realization of what that I Am arises out of.
Driving Home Sample
Excerpt from Driving Home: A Pathway to Freedom CD
At this moment it seems to me that identification with a sense of self is an attempt at ownership. That identity itself wanted to own itself. And it’s only possible through deception. And so through a self-deception identification with identity happens. As a result separation becomes the experience. Experience (then) occurs from a sense of separation. And once there’s separation there’s instantaneous longing for wholeness and thus the game of suffering has begun.
Bliss Being
It’s such a wordless place where I am. It is hard to engage the mind to speak. Essence itself is desire. Each individual essence of Being is desire. So the individual vibration, the individual essence, the individual radiance and frequency of your uniqueness, itself IS desire, desire itself desiring expression. And so at this core level, existence itself is desire. The pure existence of my individual nature is delicious exquisite desire. And so the pure nature of Being is ecstasy. Being itself is desire satisfied, is desire expressed, is desire manifesting the satisfaction of the expression and the existence simultaneous. All exquisite. And so the individual sense of self doesn’t seek. It doesn’t seek. It is its ecstatic nature. Unique in expression, ecstatically joyous. Pure Being desired into manifestation. It is a noun, it is a verb. It is the same thing, an action, existence, manifesting timeless. There is no separation, no seeking, no looking outside oneself for anything. Pure ecstatic bliss of Being. The deliciousness of desire satisfied by pure existence of Being. That is what you are. So that is what I have to say tonight. Many blessings to you all. Namaste. Laughter……..
Live kirtan coming through the walls in the background is Shubalananda.